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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: jocelyn Birthday: 7/10/1990 Gender: Female Message: message me MSN: jochai_cutee@hotmail.com Member Since: 5/24/2007

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

ive changed my blog already. i dont wanna use xanga

http://www.lovingmyself1007.blogspot.com

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Wednesday, September 03, 2008

bad day

i should post it because i think i should . why? i need to admit that this week is a BAD week for us in the hostel. most of us almost had their own bad thing happened on them.
kar mei got bang by the lift and bang by the door. hand and forehead injured.
suet yen's assignment vanished by the thunder strike.
chi hwa's leg was sprained because she climbed the window that day to go back to her room since she didnt bring her keys.
stephanie's big toe injured.

jocelyn chai was scolded by english tutor. i am the new class rep for this month and today is my second day. today exam and need to hand in our assignments. fine fine. so i collected the assignments. i asked my ex class rep whether name list is needed or not and she say no need. i went to my tutor and she said she is not going to accept the 68 assignments without signature on the name list. i brought back and it was class. my another tutor is inside and she asked me to go back to my room to take those name list. there's this girl who went out from this college already so her name is canceled in the name list. i canceled it and passed to everyone to sign,

after that i brought the namelist and the assignments to her room. she was surprised why i was there because the class is on. she checked. and i said the girl is not here so i cancelled it . then she said since that girl is not here i should get a new namelist. i dont know there's a new name list exist in the General Office. my ex class rep use the old one. my tutor said 'aiyor, siew yeng...........................................' is not that i want. i photostated it and passed around again. 67 of them thinking why they have to sign twice. is because my tutor scared assignments are lost. and she may be giving wrong marks.

if this goes on and on i dont know how to take it. so many things happened.

another thing happened - if this incident really happen again, i will be alone for a long period of time. i could not take it anymore. i just hate it.

yesterday, it was my happiest and my luckiest day i guess. after for like months or year? i did not talk to Ivan Goh. now, he have changed to another person. and im Shocked. but im happy because he is better then last time. haha.. going to miss him! miss you ivan!

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

owh yes

owhh.. at last i can actually open xanga. for the few days i wanted to blog but i cant. so now. yeah i will blog

im very sad. why? because after i came back from my annual leave, i feel laziness in me. i dont have that encouragement to study again. now. slowly i have to buck up myself. aiyor

and yeah next month im going to be the class rep. i dont know what will happen to me. will i fail to be one? will i give up the half way? will i get influenced by people? i dont know. even now. i've already improve myself. fuiishh.. what have i improve? not to listen what others say and follow them what they do.

even if 10 people telling me this and that, i will listen and observe. if is true then only i will settle myself. its the same as in a relationship. seriously. if 10 people telling me my bf this and that. i will listen. and then if is true then sorry lar :) i dont wanna regret. ok why am i talking about relationship? im going crazy.

actually there's nothing much to blog. my life is going normal now. friends are better now. everything is okay now.

anyway, i dont like to get blame for something i didnt do. i know what am i doing. its your choice to hate me. i dont care. im sick of explaining to you when you always think you are right.

oh yeah, i realised now i went back ipoh im a complete different person. i dont know why. the people i mix is not like last time anymore * i feel disgusted when i think about early of this year* MY GOODNESS :) and the way i dress is different now. i dont know why.

yah lar so that's it. sigh.

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

a week in ipoh

well well this is my 3rd day in ipoh. there's alot of happening here. smi drama. AIYOR.. the drama is boring. smi guys agree. and i met alot of my old friends. omg i miss them. jiangmay,chrisie,SUKWAI, daniel, AARON( my darling) ahahahahahah..... but its okay. 20 bucks is worth.lol

okay and then that night i get to know a guy name jerome wang. check out jerome wang. anyway nvm. and then later on i saw my ex. he felt uncomfortable. but who cares. none of my business.. he is just a bacteria in my life. so i dont really bother.

i dont know what to say but 1 thing. ive change alot since i came back. mum is surprise. everyone is amazed. hmph. i dont know why. thankx to nursing for giving me this thinking :)

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

7th week of assunta college

this saturday i will be having my annual leave. for a week. and end of september another annual leave.

what am i going to do is

on the saturday itself i need to go smi. smi play. i am forced. just because i wants to see them thats why i have to buy that 20 bucks tix. and i dont know what title isit. and i dont know who is the main actress. check out my school mate . main actress. haha, and then i go yum cha with them
yum cha with ah lun kor kor. whee.. birthday present :D
then. i need to buy ALOT OF BISCUITS. milk. etc etc etc etc etc for my college. ahahah. as if im going into the jungle.
ASSIGNMENT ( yah thankx to jiau le for reminding me. ahahaha)
study(go back then the next day exam. so happening and come. wah lao )
shopping.
yum cha and yum cha.

oh my younger sister asked me to go to the car event on 23rd. well i REFUSED to go. because i REFUSED to see that bacteria. that bacteria makes me so uncomfortable. well. i can say that even i dont bother about him. i dont hate him . why? bECAUSE he is a piece of bacteria of my life. to eliminate it, i have to use DETTOL. so i refused to go.. even i go. i will act like. eww.. owhh.. i feel itchiness on my body.
so yah. i refused to go there. dumb event done by dumb people .

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